it's already 10:49 PM and Christmas has just ended. well, yesterday..
so how did i spend the my day today?
simple.
i just watched DVDs and read the Shopaholic & Baby book that Jay gave me. (i'm almost done reading it.. ) also, i did some exercises early this morning.. yeah, i'm talking about HipHop ABS here. hahaha! and lastly, i ate .. and ate.. and ate... hahahaha!
seriously, now that new year celebration is drawing near.. i can't help myself to feel so tense..
i don't know, but i'm already anticipating what will happen on that day.. same old routine..
i'll be wearing earplugs again for the entire day.. yeah,, i really hate it.. but i don't have any choice.. gawd.. i really HATE firecrackers! i won't be able to enjoy the celebration.. i know you may think i'm such a loser, but last year, on the middle of the celebration, i cried... i was not able to handle the noise.. and now, i'm starting to feel the same way.. as much as i wanted to, i don't want to spoil the occasion but what can i do? arrgh.. i hate myself for not being strong to face such challenge..
oh God, please help me.. please..
No comments:
Post a Comment